10/14/2006 03:29:00 AM
had a long yet encouraging day today.. =)after sch went to meet jh n pq to get their safari, fauzi's pants n my skirt done at simei!!! initially tot dat i'll oni finish my proj abt 2pm.. who noes.. me n my grp mates finished it during our break time.. that was fast.. :p so i end up waiting for jh n pq for an hr.. nearly fell aslp while waiting.. there's nth in eastpoint.. a lousy shopping center u can say.. haha.. but it's under renovation so hopefully e next time i go dere, it'll be better.. (if i'll haf e chance to travel so far again..)well.. after e safari measurement n mode of payment is settled, we headed done to hq to get their accessories.. gosh.. i ended up late for my appt w my sec sch fren whom i've not meet for 3 yrs!!!! felt so bad to make my fren wait when i'm e one who asked her out.. :( well.. but she's juz so pure hearted.. thou we've not met for e past 3 yrs, our friendship hasn't changed.. we spent abt an hr tog.. chatted oni abit.. update wat each other n some other frenz r doin now.. it's such a joy!!! many memories of e gd old days came back into our memory.. days where we always skip breakfast n recess tog to do our wrk, practices etc.. helped each other out in diff subjs.. well.. we practically went thru 'o' level tog.. hha.. she helped me w science both chem n phy.. i helped her w my fav subj = POA.. haha..well.. b4 i start to eat, i prayed first den she asked me "u dun nd to pray ar?" i said i finished prayin.. den she started e topic abt christianity.. haha.. so amazing.. over e past 1 yr, she got in contact w church twice but both were terrible experiences.. she asked abt who brought me to church etc.. i told her i've been gg to church since young juz dat during sec 3 & 4 when she knew me, i wasnt attending.. she was surprised.. she continue to share dat she's interested abt knowing wat exactly is christianity abt.. but she dare not go to church anymore.. well.. as long as u'r intersted n u want to noe abt god is gd enuf le.. it's e heart.. so happy for u.. in e past u weren't open but now u'r.. ;)got steph, wei ting, jennifer to invite her to e bible talk at 8pm.. but she rejected.. it's ok.. after dat she msged me n she said dat she really is interested in knowing abt wat christianity is really all abt but she still has e phobia of gg to church etc.. aha.. it's ok.. we alr plan on mon i'm meeting her.. will share w her my life over e past 1 yr.. how it has changed, how i overcome my struggles.. eversince i got baptized.. will also be doing e seeking god study w her.. if she accepts it well, we plan for steph to do e character of god study w her on tue n leave e rest to ching eu..
like wat ching eu like to say " so pray hard hard den ur future will bright bright.." haha.. she's so auntie.. :p at e bible talk, e sis n bros haf it seperately.. e sis had a round of gd news sharing n wat we learn frm each other's gd news sharing.. after dat ching eu shared w us a no. of verses abt god.. to help us to show our frenz too.. so encouraging.. so motivating.. so heart warming.. realised smth abt myself too..
i shared abt my time w my fren.. i didnt understand why she say dat she feels dat i'm like a christian even thou i wasnt attending church during sec 3 & 4 , e 2 yrs dat she knew me.. a sister said dat it cld be becoz frm e way i treat frenz.. how i cherish friendship.. really can go all out for dem.. ;)
so grateful n thankful to god, we can all come together for e gd news sharing to enc each other to jia you, wrk harder for e champaign.. hold hands n pray together.. even celebrated chan nyap's 6th spiritual b'day.. he's such a serving brother.. nv complain.. juz try his best to serve god, his kingdom n all e other brothers n sisters.. he's oso like a big brother to me.. always greet ppl w a smile.. he'll always be dere for any event or activity too.. even thou he may struggle.. he's so supportive.. even if he's late.. e heart to help, serve ppl.. so encouraging..
dearest father, thank you so much for giving me e chance to noe u frm such a young age.. thou i oni rmb one verse, it stayed in my heart n i live by it everyday.. you were always w me n my family thru bad times or gd times.. even during e 2yrs when maryjean left us, i stopped gg to church.. you were still dere to teach me, guide me.. n leading me to knowing u, really setting e heart to study e bible last yr.. thank you for putting so many diff ppl at diff times of my life.. all for e same purpose = to help me noe u better, draw me closer to u..
god, juz wan to pray for a few things u:
- to bless all e brothers n sisters out there,not oni in CNN, but e whole congregation dat u'll bless dem ur wisdom n strength to help those lost sheeps of urs..
- e frenz like su xian, melinda (wei ting's fren), jasmine (gwen's fren = oso studying in nyp), celine (chew ling n ching eu's supervisor) n all e frenz e brothers n sisters r tryin hard to reach out, buildin friendship with,to haf an open heart.. to listen ur words.. dat ur words will soften their hearts, let dem find comfort in u.. let dem noe dat they've a father, a teacher, a fren, a saviour like you, who died on e cross for dem even b4 they'r born..
- wan to pray for mon too.. pray 4 wisdom to tell her wat u wan her to noe, e convictions u wan to leave her w for dat day.. everyth will go on smoothly.. you'll b dere to guide me when i do e study n no matter wat struggles she has, we'll all be able to help her.. i noe dat oni u noe e best time, haf e best plan for us (jeremiah 29:11) n oni u can make things happen.. all r in ur control.. leave everyth unto ur hands.. luv u.. amen =)
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10/05/2006 03:32:00 AM
today's bible bowl.. had a great time w ying jiun n wai cheng at mid wk.. been a long time since we worship together.. crapped alot.. 3 of us got stuck w dat indian accent.. haha.. thanks to dat b'day treat ying jiun gave me b4 she left for he Gunung Tahan backpack trip at lil india.. my 1st time eatin such traditional indian food.. n their chilli is *wow*.. i cant take it.. when in e first place i cant take chilli too.. haha..went hm w ying jiun, spent 1 1/2 hr tog.. time juz fly past while we crap n talk abt how we've been.. i told her abt e ppl i've been trying to help, e challenges/prbs i faced.. seeked advice, how i can do better.. e time spent was fulfilling.. i acknowledged my feelings in a way... rather i faced my feelings i guess.. didnt understand why i always cant wake up on wed mornings, why i'll feel drained out even thou i'm outwardly focus.. i've been thinking ways n means to help everyone who's dear to me, giving my ears, emotional support n friendship to e frenz out dere n giving financially n emotional support to my mum n sis.. but i didnt go n think n look for ways n means to help myself too.. dat's not being productive.. thou i kept telling n reminding myself dat being outwardly focus, juz gif my best, god will gif me his blessings.. juz wait.. was really encouraged thou.. had a pat on e back, she said two words "awesome, perservere".. not oni do i get mid nite discipling time frm ching eu n chew ling, i gif mid nite "counselling", rather encouragements too.. but it ws a gd time.. at first i tot wat i said wasnt understood, n i'm made to b long-winded, repeating myself again n again.. haha.. thank god, blessed w e wisdom.. wat i said was understood.. hee.. didnt realise n expect dat i'll say wat i said.. tonite's conversation sounded diff frm other nites'.. dunno exactly where's e diff thou.. but ya.. juz diff.. may be it's more intense? solemn? serious? i dunno.. oso.. for a moment, i'm starting to doubt all these stuff abt psychology.. if one person really dun haf own concrete opinions, den wat's e LTA rank based on? haha.. aniw, ultimately, i encouraged n helped someone to stand up n fight again.. nv to gif up.. when i say those, indirectly i got hit too.. nv to gif up.. perservere.. wait n e blessings will be given unto u.. JIA YOU!!! ;)
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