9/13/2006 05:34:00 PM
saw my mum crying while on e phone juz now.. gosh.. felt dat i'm so incapable.. not able to help at all..

for e past few yrs, she has been bringing bread hm, has been settling e bills.. yea i do help out but not all n i still keep some for myself.. juz feel dat she's been tiring herself so much for so many many yrs.. helping e family to clear e loans etc.. but my dad isnt doing anyth.. as if she's obliged to do so.. juz becoz she's his wife? gosh.. dat's bad..

suddenly feel like she has grown old so much.. so tired in her whole life, but wat has she got? nth but paying bills every mth.. gd husband? = no, gd life? = no, gd children? = no..

worse still whenever she talk to me, asking me things juz to wan to start conversation w me.. i talked in a v unpleasant way.. like v impatient tone.. dat's so bad..

juz wan to let her noe dat i still luv her even thou my rudeness whenever we talk.. so sorry..

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