Ocean of Tears

Wednesday, September 6

9/06/2006 04:31:00 PM

*continuation of b'day celebration*

sUnDaY
oh... woke up late.. rushed to church w e cake made for ching eu n siew hoon.. guessed i slept too late n was exhausted.. hee..

after svc, as usual, e whole grp had lunch tog at e mezzanine level.. den e surprise came.. steph n wei ting bought a small cake frm breadtalk 4 me too.. everyone started laughing.. *looking at e difference b/w my cake n ching eu's cake* *siew hoon went hm w ernest n lil pamela*
steph den explained e diff in size of e cake is becoz e one 4 ching eu is baked by me.. :D

*yea.. i noe smth dat's not cheesecake.. choc cake w yogurt n pineapple topping.. sounds weird? wait till u taste it.. it blends in JUZ NICE!! *

as e tradition, dere was a rd of sharing..
at first i was juz overwhelmed, shocked.. totally didnt expect.. was juz thinking.. "ok.. gotta learn to b giving n it's ok dat i dun celebrate my b'day aniwae i feel happier celebrating 4 others.."

e last person who shared: ching eu.. she made me burst into tears..
*arrrgh.. so embarrassing; crying in front of e whole grp.. so many of dem*
i think it's becoz we were sooooo closed.. thou she's so much older than me *20yrs*.. but she can really relate to me, knowing how i exactly feel when sometimes i myself dun noe..

she shared abt last yr how i stayed strong when pei yi n jasmine left.. i struggled so much for 1/2 a yr.. crying each time they'r mentioned.. how i struggle e transition period frm teens to northwest singles right after my baptism.. i had so much bitterness in my heart.. god was nv in e pic at all.. even when i seem to haf tot straight.. wanting to help pei yi n jasmine get back w god.. wat a naughty gal.. she oso shared abt wat she told me abt her vision for me like esther in e bible.. she still believe one day i'll make it..

even qiu ling.. shared dat she hope to wrk hard w me n b in e leadership one day.. which i nv tot of.. being a leader spiritually is tough.. i cant imagine myself being a leader one day.. haha.. juz wrk on e present..

after dat when i share abt ching eu, i cried again n tis time rd, she cried too.. haha..

after all e sharing, had a small lesson frm her on how to do seeking god's study w ppl.. was kinda sleepy.. tink either i ate too full earlier on or cried too hard.. *use too much energy* haha..

den my sun usual.. RUSHING TO WRK..
reached e wrk place, all in a mess.. so many customers..

at nite, jx, lz n pr planned a surprise dat's so sweet..

kept saying wan to send me hm.. dey'r tired, next day they'r leaving s'pore.. end up.. drove to geylang n ate my FAV: DOU JIANG YOU TIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! = soy bean drink w hmm.. you tiao lo.. :p

*yummy yum yum*

again, dey lied..
kept saying wan to go hm..

we ended up at mt faber.. me n jx went to take a stroll while pr talk tp lz *she claims to haf things to tell lz*

went back to e car, *boo* a cake w candles lited!!

so sweet hor? haha

after e whole celebration's over, i realised i nv take pic juz now.. so we took out e cake n take pic again.. w e remaining 1/2 a cake facing e cam.. haha.. so much fun..

ohh.. at e strike of 12am....

my beloved cadets called w zara to my phone.. we had conference.. n e plan was.........

to sing me a b'day song.. oh...

*overwhelme w everyone's love liao..* *floating* haha

mOnDaY
after sch, spent time w FELICIA.. how can i leave her out in my b'day celebration record? ;)

we went to ps, shopped for xavier's b'day gift..
bought him a book titled "wild at heart; discovering e secrets of a man's soul"
he's entering ns tis fri, so tot of getting him a book dat will help pull him thru at least e 1st mth of his ns life..

we ate lotsa food too.. felicia kept feeding me..

w/o breakfast n lunch, dat was my first meal at 5pm.. we shared 1 yoshinoya set den we went to get auntie annie's pretzel n den we shared ice cream dat's oso 94% fat free!!!
*thou not venizia*

after dat we went to bishan, felicia needs to collect smth..

haha.. oni do stupid things w a few ppl.. one of dem is felicia..

frm bishan, we went back to city hall.. i was hoping i can get e puma jacket.. but... even e DISPLAY is GONE..
sadly.. we headed towards e mrt stationn..

passed by e shop dat i saw another jacket dat was new.. *saw it earlier at ps*

hmm.. after thinking for awhile.. yes! i bought it!

went hm, continue my day.. went hm n burnt mid nite oil to finish up my newsletter.. gosh.. i conquered e com finally.. haha.. actually juz copying n pasting into a newletter format..

rushed n den went to bed at 2+ near 3am.. :p

hmm.. ya.. basically dat's how my last 2 day's of celebration went.. WOW!! 5days of b'day celebration.. i've nv had b4..

*will blog more again.. been feeling alot these few days.. both +ve n -ve.. haha.. *

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