9/12/2006 03:34:00 PM
was feeling very very heavy hearted.. but really god showed himself as soon as i haf doubts in him.. wanted come n blog when i saw ying jiun on msn.. gosh.. wat a relief i met her here.. vomitted all my feelings out.. cried all my feelings, frustration, disappointment.. juz haf to accept that this is life, if i'm able to see n understand god's plan then he's not god animore.. but definitely like in jeremiah 29:11 [ "For i noe i 've plans for u", declares e lord, "plans to prosper u n not to harm u, plans to gif u hope n a future. ] i still believe dat god luvs me. wear e ring everyday to remind myself dat. not to lose focus on god. like wat ying jiun say, we'r pilgrimage on earth. sometimes really cant figure out why things happen this way but to juz accept it n that life really happens tis way. i will understand it by n by as i move on e journey. all i need to do is to cling on to god n i'll understand it by n by. maybe not now but definitely one day in future, i'll see n understand why things happen tis way now.. never shld i let go of god's hand, if i let go, i'll never ever understand it. suddenly tot of tis verse: isaiah 49:16 "See, i've engraved you on the palms of my hand; ur walls are ever before me." it juz shows how much god loves me.ying jiun oso shared lamentations 3 w me.. emphasized more on v 21-36. e writer of lamentations has a godly mindset n postitive attitude towards god's love for himself. e writer understands e meaning of hitting rock bottom, but he still hold on a grip on god by saying god's loyal love couldn't haf run out, his merciful love couldn't haf run dry. trials n challenges in life are all meant for us to cling on close to god no matter wat. patiently wait when times are tough, waiting takes faith and trust for God to act at the right time. amen. thank god for letting me meet ying jiun online if not i'll fall deep into self pity..
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